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Today's the start of Day 1 of mid sem holidays :D, atm its 4am on monday.
Suddenly, i kinda remembered some past events. hmm, i remembered the time when i used to like this senior and found that she was very nice. Then there was once i asked her out to celebrate my band mate's bday. I ended up sitting by one corner doing my own stuff instead of talking to them :S.. If i were to dig up my memory box, there's this one little paragraph i used to always love to read on the letter she wrote to me. It always cheered me up alot :D. HaHa silly me yeah?
I am having a very hard time trying to keep myself focused on my projects. I seem to be drifting off all the time. Besides, i should be glad i manage to make it for OB mid sem test without studying much. >.< microecons paper kinda spoiled my mood.
Just last week was a happening week! Wednesday after OB, rushed all the way down to Clarke Quay to meet dionne, james and perry for dinner :D Went food Hunting! We walked from one end of clarke quay to the other end of Boat Quay!!! It was stupid cause, Sizzling Stones is located at Boat quay and we kept walking frantically in circles in Clarke Quay!..Well, i had no idea what happen but i suppose it was and had got to be something that one of them said. My mood swung to the other side... and became very quiet :S.. James was like telling me to Smile!!! Stop being depressed. O.o i wasnt depressed and stop saying that i am depressed or i just might be!
Thursday was a day out with Joeyee, Ruby, Hongyi, Tq and my youngen bro :D Went to Bishan for prawning day out! Oh yeah...I never caught anything cause my bro wanted the fishing rod so... I didnt really get a chance at anything. It kinda got boring after a while so i started drawing. It was just a rough sketch of the place, not really good though. BBQ-ed the prawns, played with cats and had fun! Went exploring J8 with tq and Hy cause tq say he hadnt come here before.
Friday evening was a night out with the Apec peeps for appreciation dinner. Pretty interesting, got to see PM lee live speech. Although i dislike him but i kind went like WOAH at his perfect fluent speech despite the fumbles which was hardly taken notice of. :D After all that, we had tiger beer! Tq's face was Soooooo red! hahaha! So, some of us stayed back after the dinner. I got Ai zhen to buy me my strong alcholic apple cider wine and got Tipsy before going home. It was fun.
Haha, i would seriously wish that people treat me normally. Just stop telling me not to be depressed when i am not depressed cause it just spoils my mood further. Sometimes, I would just love to have QT on my own, just keeping quiet and thinking. I dont think thats something very depressing.. This depressing thing is atm outta my system so quit reminding me of it, will u people? Esp people closer to me! Dont think that just because u know me a little better gives you the right to deem me depressed at any moment when i am feeling angry or sad. You just dont know how much it annoys and Disgusts me.. so fck off my life and bother with your own!
dreamer's world.. dreamer's music..
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